Your Birthday

The moon is never so blue like tonight before. Maybe it is because I couldn’t find any reason to smile today. Yes, this should be why I am down at this valley again. I feel trapped and uneasy for everything. I promised myself to smile at you but that was last a few seconds when suddenly somewhere at another end of the world someone lights up fireworks out of nowhere. Somehow I felt that this special relationship will glow brightly in this beautiful starry night and yet, when the time has come the explosion will end. That will be the time when chemistry fades away between us.

Probably no one including you can feel the chemistry because I remember so well that night when you text me to draw a line between us and things totally changed since then. I started to avoid eye contact which I never thought I can do it so well nowadays. I told myself to act like a pro. A pro that doesn’t care about anything of you but deep inside…

I love you. However, the most important thing is to see you smile everyday. I believe that is the happiness that true love can provide. God bless. I am surprise with myself too that I can act so well.